Monday, February 01, 2010
Wanna blog last night but was too tired to do so..
thus i decided to blog about it today...
But realize i
forgot what i want to blog about.. *laughs*
Alright nevertheless, had an enjoyable but tired weekend..
Went shopping for cny clothes on sat after classes..
Didn't find anything i like, but i enjoy being with my lovely friends..
with great food and chit-chat session..
Realize my life wouldn't be complete without them...
and i expect myself to meet-out as usual even when we're on kok-kok stick... (yeah?!)
Picnic on sun.. the cam-whore.. a small gathering with 'just' two of them.. *smile*
Stayed there with the other peeps until sunset..
and managed to know a few other friend's friends... (wider social circle ehh..)
Can't wait for the next volleyball session.. (tho it makes my body ache)
The people, the game, the sand, the wind,
the sun... *bleahh =p*
Anyway i'm amazed by the image of few dozen of people under a tent with 3 volleyball courts...
Usually we go no more than 15 of us... (yeah if all of us happen to be FREE)
but this time it was like double or triple of that...
AND the best part?!
I only know about 5 percent of them...
Alright, increase to 15 percent after the end of the day? *laughs*
Attended two weeks of class...
Have great group mates and some new friend's friends again... (even wider social circle ehh..)
Project and exam stress-ed us out...
tho we take things slowly...
but i expect to CHIONG together when the time is ripe... =)
Still, am craving for jubeat and hoop shoot-out... (argh!)
OH yah..
Did i mention i found a 'mom' who questions more than my mum? (bleahh =p)
Nice song...
愛不單行(羅志祥)
找不到人說 心裡的寂寞
找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定 在一起的那个人
很多人都像我 一個人過生活
愛 只有簡單筆畫
卻比想像複雜 恨安定愛變化
我愛過幾個人 也被愛過幾遍
卻還是沒能將幸福留下
愛 是不可数的嗎
為何我還相信 它不是獨行俠
我在等一個人 在等我的永恒
告訴我 愛不單行 別害怕
用不完身邊 氾濫的自由
開始怕孤單 是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人 為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到 愛情那個枷鎖
愛 只有簡單筆劃
卻比想像複雜 恨安定愛變化
我愛過幾個人 也被愛過幾遍
卻還是沒能 將幸福留下
愛 是不可数的嗎
為何我還相信 它不是獨行俠
我在等一個人 在等我的永恒
告訴我 愛不單行 別害怕
我在等一個人 在等我的永恒
告訴我 愛不單行 別害怕
我在等一個人 在等我的永恒
告訴我 愛不單行 相信它I've been waiting for the right one cause i believe the existence of fate...
Someone once asked me: "You have quite a number of suitors. But why none of them are up to your expectation?"
I replied that my expectation ain't high... Just that no chemistry in between...
"But feelings can be nurtured!"
How to nurture when the basic liking isn't there? I don't wish to start a r/s and ended up hurting either party when you are taking 100% risk of making it works...
Alright I need to make clear this one issue...
TRIAL
doesn't mean anything...
I really hate myself for being psycho by friends and gave you a false chance & hope...
I'm
SORRY my friend if you happen to read this which hurts you in the past...
But i truly hope that you find your happiness and the right one in your life soon...
I'll be glad for you from the bottom of my heart...
Another once told me: "You don't wait for opportunity.. You must find yourself & grab it"
That is why sometimes i wonder...
Is it really worth waiting when the others are competing for their chances?!
Or should I say that I have no courage to compete? (i hum-ji... haha)
Afraid to let others see through...
Afraid to step out forward...
Afraid to open my heart...
Afraid to fall in love...
Afraid to get hurt...
Afraid that there's no ending...
Alright, don't care...
I will continue to wait still...
Tho I'm getting OLD... *haha*
Take things easy and let everything flow as it goes naturally...
Cause
I BELIEVE...
That I have my own fairy tale just like others do... =)
Just that the time for it hasn't ripe yet... =Pp
Quote Dalang: 喜欢可以很多人， 可是爱却只有一个
那如果我有喜欢而渐渐爱上的人， 他会爱我吗？
End of my melody... @ 3:22 PM
