Friday, September 11, 2009
Realize that I was like an lost soul at work for the past few months.. or should say near to a year n half or so..
Have been trying hard to figure out methods to work hard, keep myself focus at the work and tasks i should do, the responsibilities i held, and the way i should plan and manage everything...
I believe that if i still cant figure out by now, i shall be in deep shit.. haha.. no, nobody are going to get me.. but its me who will be disappointed in myself.. =)
the word that gets one to indulge in is :
MOTIVATION ..
so all along i dont have that traits in me.. neither do i have the aims to do it..
but today, i guess i found it.. (i hope =x) *cross-finger*
and i realize the source of motivation is nevertheless :
MONEY...
haha.. thou i dont really give a damn about how much money i've got..
and i dont think money can buy everything in the whole wide world.. not even happiness..
BUT.. as i did some calculations on my financial status (which i hasnt update for the past few mths)..
i realise that without money, i couldnt fulfill my dreams, my wish and all sorts of things..
you see.. i needa give my parents allowance (its a MUST) every month..
i needa save (for emergency usage) every month..
i needa pay for my policy (bo-bi myself and family in case anything happen to me) every month..
i needa eat (delicious food) every month..
i needa spend on entertainment with friends (sing, movie, chill, etc) every month..
i needa travel (public transport) around singapore every month..
i needa pamper myself & my siblings (with games & stuffs) and only if im able to every month..
also, recently...i needa pay dancing fees (finally got accompany! hehe) every month..
i needa save for upcoming uni fees (xiong ah this one) every month..
i needa save for trip to taiwan (follow by kor & jap) every month..
i needa shop online (if not everyday same clothes meet client/go sch meh) every month..
i needa get one DSLR (no matter what) and so i must save every month..
i needa buy my own car (abit unattainable currently) and its a bomb every month..
so...although money is not a wondrous thing, but it still creates wonder.. haha..
now i have a target
(5k) for myself.. and i hope that i will motivates myself to achieve this target..
really need some discipline to be focus at work..
i wanna get rid of all the distractions from fb, blog, music, manga, games, celebrity news and stuffs online..
but i know it's totally
IMPOSSIBLE..
so i just need to constantly remind myself to be more discipline.. guai guai focus and do my work..
knock off from work then get as distracted as possible.. hahaha..
okay i know what you are thinking now..
you are thinking why is this posted during office hours.. hahaha..
alright i shall start motivating myself from next monday onwards.. =x
hope i can achieve my target by my next birthday.. 8 months to go.. =)
to myself :
GANBATTE 頑張って!
End of my melody... @ 2:44 PM
