Tuesday, August 05, 2008
i know i hasnt been blogging for a v. long time.. my days are filled with work and work.. there are so many things happen in july.. first my beloved friends wendy, wanting and joanne all left singapore for studying oversea in aussie.. all 3 of them went melbourne.. great for them as they can get together once in a while.. have went expo the day we sent wendy off for john little sales.. haha.. everyone bought lots of things.. same fourth for me.. but its all for my family.. my sis was with us and i cant shop for anything of mine! but she's already v. happy with the balloon.. -.-next is i went for some movie and dinner session with weishi and lilin.. but that was again weeks ago.. wonder when can i see them again.. many others i dun even got the chance to seen them at all.. some of them went msia last sat.. was unable to turn up as i din know what time they are meeting even before i slept at 11pm that day.. about work.. i guess i'm in the case something like the fann wong in the latest 9pm show in channel 8.. haha.. ya.. trying hard to hope that everything goes smoothly due to pressure.. but i guess im much weaker than her.. i guess i'll go offwired more soon than her in the show.. wahahah.. and who says family business is good.. u have to worry about the monthly performance.. worry about the cash flows problem.. worry about the rest of the family members.. worry about the pressure they gives.. and many many more.. i guess im more suitable for jobs that are more relax and with nothing to worry about and get my pay monthly.. i'm realli getting more tired and tired each day with the life i live now.. i wonder who can help to save me from it.. but i guess i'm the only one who can save myself.. i shall hope for the best then.. anyway.. passed my final theory weeks ago.. will be taking the practical test on 3 Nov.. 
had my first driving lesson last last wednesday night.. drove in circles for around 45 mins after some briefing of the car and documents stuffs.. first lesson is to turn and turn around the area at the carpark behind bukit gombak mrt.. second lesson last sunday.. went to some hills in bukit batok and drive around for nearly 1 hour.. train how to go up and down the slope.. and how to turn into the main road.. then drive back thru the expressway to the mrt station after tt.. was driving near to 70km/h when my instuctor say the limit on the road was 60km/h.. will be having my third lesson this thursday night.. ben called to ask if i'm free for buffet dinner at orchard hotel or wad.. that's so coincidence to crash with my lesson.. i guess tts ok.. who ask they are so BUSY on other days.. haha.. anyway.. derrick has launch his album last week! i super duper hope that there's a ktv version.. also awaiting for his autograph session.. the fan club is having a meeting next sat.. the same old place as usual.. wonder if i still got that energy to go.. my energy seems to be depleting after i started to work.. i really think that studying is much much better.. no wonder all adults say that we shall be glad to be studying last time.. haiz.. i wanna go uni.. going to ask for the courses and commerce time in sim soon.. don't know the exemption period of the same course is how long.. but again.. the cost matters.. haiz.. i'm going bankrupt soon.. braces.. driving.. i had already given up my dance due to my tight schedule.. so sorry my beloved teacher.. i skip her last few lessons.. haiz.. and what else.. my contact lenses.. my clothes.. my expenses to eat and travel.. where got so much extra for uni?! i shall see how i can go about with it bahz.. don't wish to add burden to my parents.. that's why i say family business is stressful.. guess how can i afford to ask for more if im afraid that there are bigger problems out of mine?! currently only singing can help me to relieve all the stress i had.. and i does that almost every other day at home.. glad to have at lease something like that at home.. i'm going insane any moment.. and i guess it have already happen and im unaware about it..
End of my melody... @ 10:33 PM
