Thursday, April 26, 2007
hmm seems like my blogg is going to grow spider web le.. hahaz.. hmm been having lessons in school and meeting my frens after sch for dinner.. hahaz.. hmm.. felt stress in this semester.. the feelings that i never had before... coz in the class.. only know haojing from yr 1.. the rest is just see or never seen before kind.. hmm the feelings in class is kind of weird.. cant talk much.. cant do wad i wan as my wish.. have to be attentive coz there is no one for me to depend on in the class.. no notes, no tutorials answers, no guides, no nothing.. sob sob.. have to learn to be independant and take as many important notes as possible.. feel sleepy but cannot sleep.. coz at the end of the lesson have to tell haojing about wad the teacher said coz sometimes she dun understand.. worst case scenario is when i dun even understand wat the tutor said.. then gg liaoz.. hahaz.. projects is another headache thingy... haiz.. only formed group to do mcom, e-mkt and sales mgt project which is linked together... so the grades for all these 3 modules will determines our results as a single grade... so got to work hard for it.. this is still alright.. 2nd worst case scenario... mkt research i have no group yet.. jitao~~ sianz lor... the most impt module of all got no project grp.. and dateline is on 7th may.. wth... feel like im filming impossible 4 now.. can join will smith liaoz.. hahaz.. hmm.. so now im thinking of the possibilities that me and haojing will group with... since there are 16 of us in the class.. so 4 groups.. 2 grps i already know who is with who le.. left the 6 which i dunno how they are going to group.. hmm.. sianz.. IM SO LOST IN TB16!!! argh!! how i wish im in TB21 previously.. we laughed loudly, chat loudly, played, sleep and do everything as if one family.. lolx.. no restriction at all in tutorial class.. but now... smiled instead of rofl.. kept quiet instead of chatting... cannot dozed in class coz it will seems embarrass... so many cannot now... missed my tb21 frens.. now we are all scattered around.. chances of meeting for lunch is slim... projects become part of our lives... should have chosen tourism.. regret but cannot do anything now.. hahaz.. its ok.. its part of my life.. got to endure and overcome it.. and guess i shall realli put in more effort in my studies then.. heez.. my "fa fen tu qiang" mission.. =P hmm.. past few days went out for dinner with my usual sec sch frens again.. now gonna wait for them to release... i shall get started with my final report for attachment.. then my IBS research.. then my ebay research.. then marketing research... hahaz.. tasks to be conquer by me one by one.. =) wish me luck tmr for the formation of my mkt research grp.. if not i gonna go bang wall liaoz.. lolx..
End of my melody... @ 1:45 PM
