Tuesday, April 03, 2007
hello everyone.. i was trying to blogg last few days.. but time is juz not right.. either i too tired to come online.. or got sth like my mum wanna change her hp charger... and sending photos whIch made my com lag.. so today is the time.. but still not right.. until now still muz help my dad do his work.. ahzzz... i HATE WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at attachment already cannot stand it le.. go home still must help him do all those stupid work.. ok my fault for calling it stupid.. but i juz cant stand it ahz.. already helping him at sat le.. gave up my so called "leisure time"... sat is the best day to hang out de lor.. my precious time juz gone like tt at his office.. nvm.. the main prob... is that my weekly allowance was not even given to me lor!!! my every wk de $100.. every wk never give... i know i work at sakae got save ahz.. but also cannot like tt de mahz... its so heartbroken to see my money goes out from my bank account but never goes in lor.. all thanks to him lor... sometimes very tired wanna sleep le.. still ask me help him do his work... everytime last minute de lor.. i his daughter so wad.. i got the misson to help him so wad.. i hate this last minute thingy lor... anyone pls horz.. now let u all know.. plz let others know in advance at least 1/2 to 1 hour before u ask them do anything impt or go anywhere or cancel any appointment horz.. if not i guess not anyone will be happy de lor.. imagine u gonna slp le.. tt person dun let u slp ask u do sth.. imagine u already travelling to the meeting place le.. then the person say cancel.. what would u feel?! wasting ur time right!! hahz.. ok.. so i shall stop this complaining now.. suddenly wanna "fa xie".. lolx.. now better le..hmm so i continue with wad i wanna write last few days.. hahz.. so i ended with the entry on the eski bar thingy.. hahz.. ended up never go.. disappointed?? hai hao lahz.. see ben and junyong more disappointed.. lolx.. think they already prepare to drink dao gou le.. hahaz.. nevertheless.. we went TCC to have some coffee and CHEESECAKES~.. lol.. omg my favourite... hahahaz.. next tues.. hahaz.. i wanna go marina sq tt cafe for cheesecakes.. hahaz.. forgot the name le.. but i remember its beside billy bomber or swensen.. lolx.. then receive ah ber de email... say ben n jerry giving out free ice-creams!! hahaz.. i wan!! on 14 sat.. hahaz.. i wan go.. lolx.. anyway.. will put the pics tt we took into some slideshow.. was trying to find some gd website to put.. hahaz.. rockyou and photobucket de very standard lehz.. wanna do sth different... see how it goes bahz.. no time to make until nice nice ahz.. mayb juz anyhow make one first bahz.. hahaz.. but shall show u all sth at the end of the blogg.. heez.. let it pending for a while.. lolx.. promise not to laugh at us nehz.. hahahaz.. =Phmm.. so tt ends our day on sunday.. so mon went to work again.. MONDAY BLUESSSSSssssssssss.. hahaz.. wasnt having the mood to work.. the moment reaching the work place.. machiam the people, the door, the floor, everything and everything like against u like tt.. lolx.. even the stomach... growl and growl non-stop... coz previous fri ate everything le.. so today nth to eat le... then keeps on drinking water and going toilet lor.. i hate the toilet man... juz feel discomfort whenever im in the toilet.. dunno why.. today(tuesday) i even hear someone enter when i was in the cubicle lor.. but when i go out, wash hand go back office.. i realise no one went... wah.. jitao.. dun care le ahz.. hahaz.. hmm... ok... so monday went ps to change hp charger with my mum.. haiz.. tell them the charger can use can le.. dun believe.. go change.. in the end change the 2 metal to a 3 metal one... but still alot of missing metals... see.. waste my time.. waste her time.. hmm... coz on fri night.. i was playing around with my new phone.. but then.. i realise how come my charger has all the gold metal piece in every slot of the charger.. but hers only got 2 only.. so i tell her.. at first she dun care de.. then she saw wad happen le keep ask me go ask.. so i went on sunday to ask for her lor... then went home.. monday morning saw my dad hit the charger against the wall... then i asked wad happen.. he say he going to hit out the metal pieces.. already told them i ask the person then tt person say some of it is like tt de liaoz.. dun believe.. so make me to travel down with my mum after work on mon lor.. then jitao change back another charger which is almost the same.. also missing metals.. i jitao sianz diaoz.. then mum keeps on nagging again.. ahz.. why ahz why... nag not sianz mehz... even sit in mrt also nag.. ask me sit outside abit.. people juz sat still hot... let it cool down first if not later grow wad "ba jiam".. i also know.. from young say till old.. but the seat is not hot mahz.. so i sit properly cannot mehz.. then keep on nag and nag till i told her tt i know le.. from young she nag to old.. then she quiet lor.. i look left she look right le lor.. hahz.. aiya.. but i got her "yi chuan" lahz.. angry also tt few minutes tt few mrt stops nia.. reach le bu shi start to talk again le lor.. machiam kids quarrel like tt.. awhile say "i dun friend u.." next moment happily ever after again.. machiam dao~~~~~~hahz.. ok.. so i dun wan say le.. the ending u all shld know.. tt is they got nothing to say le.. coz the person change back the same thing to her.. so wad for.. i say so much.. in the end the person finally let them change le.. still the same then they agree to it... somemore adults dun admit they wrong de lor.. think muz i start the topic then they will say sorry to it.. if not they treat as if nth happened before.. so i didnt mention tt.. they also never say anything abt tt.. so.. next time ur kid do sth wrong.. never say sorry.. then u know wad happen le right.. tt is becoz ur child learn from u de... hahahahaz... hmm.. today tuesday.. fine day.. everything running quite smoothly ahz.. but not till i reached home.. hahz.. at first still alright de.. teach my sis do her maths.. but teach for 2 hrs... from i start eating my dinner till i finish watching the tv and cutting my nails... finally last qn... and tt qn i confirm her teacher got tell before de lor.. coz the previous qn already marked.. left the last one she wan my sis do correction.. then she say her teacher never teach.. nvm.. i taught her... but endure tt one qn for half an hour.. still dun understand.. wah.. i cannot stand it le.. finish cutting my finger nails then go up to my room le.. already tried my very best to use all different kinds of mtds to teach le.. still like tt... i gonna die sia... then i say she must have talked in class.. teacher say wad she also never listen.. then she kept quiet.. then today chn 8 show one new drama.. abt those ppl who were in jail before de.. then while watching i tell my bro and sis lor.. say if they got bad accompanies then next time also will go jail and wack buttock de.. both listen le.. say "eee i dun wan.. " hmm.. my bro i can still let him be.. coz his results so far so good.. but my sis.. alot of problems... last class.. results 60 plus nia.. pri 2 only lehz.. i pri 2 score 100 de lor.. then everyday chat on phone with her frens, talk in class then got punish, as naggy as my mum, every middle of the night will cry.. ahhhhhz... then i hao xin teach her maths.. but later my dad sure say i give attitude de lor... say i teach until no patience... when he free sure start to talk again.. its not tt i dun wan to change.. like he said "ben xing nan yi".. so i tried to change myself le ahz.. but i juz cant helped to show out wad i feel wad... wan me to control my temper.. i tried le ahz... but sometimes juz cannot help to show out mahz.. but a few mins later sure ok de wad... wan me to control my fearfulness.. i control ahz.. but there juz a fear in me sometimes mahz... wan me to control my nervous system.. control le ahz... now even late for work also slowly take my time to catch the train and ya ya walk in the office le ahz.. wan me to put myself in other people's shoe... i tried also le ahz.. but sometimes my brain juz cant turn fast enough for me to think before i say mahz.. all the points i have said.. is 4 of the 5 points he wanna me to change... the last one forget liaoz.. dunno.. this 4 is enough le.. ahhhhhhhhhh...... why not kill me and born me again.. then teach me all the things he wan me to learn.. for now.. i juz wanna enjoy my life as a student.. as a child.. as a daughter... not a worker... not a labourer.. not a robot... not a perfect child... ok.. for now.. as i promised.. ta-dah.. the picture! hahz.. promise dun laugh de worhz.. can go and guess who is who.. i wont give the answer de.. hehez... kk i go sleep le.. dun wan listen u all laugh at our pics.. hahahaz.. =P k ahz.. till then again.. =)
End of my melody... @ 10:36 PM
