Tuesday, August 01, 2006
hi everyone... i seems like blogging only twice a month eh? hahaz.. sorry ahz.. been lazy.. coz busy for projects, exams, tests, work, out with friends, and doing boliaoz things.. hahahaz... yupz.. realli doing all this aimlessly.. Lol.. feel tt there is something lacking in my life.. sometimes wonder why... realli wish there is someone beside me for me to rely on.. hahz.. but sometimes feel to be alone... but tts ultra rare ahz.. coz i try to fill my schedules up even if i did not have to do any projects or wad... coz i would feel boring if im left with nothing to do.. LOL.. hahaz.. i seems to be having a very high expectations for some things... wonder why im like tt.. LOL.. yet some things i can heck care to the core.. hahaz... really want to lead a simple life... find someone who cared for me.. and go to somewhere near a beach and sea and build a glass house to live in.. and having the piano being placed outside on the beach... also have 2 puppies and a horse... LOL.. seems like a fairy tale or a drama eh.. hahaz.. yahz lor.. i think too much liaoz...it will never occurs in real life... just by finding someone to be with is hard le.. never to say tt toopid house along the beach... hahahahahaz.... hmm... what to do.. what to do... have been hurting the people around me... feel so bad sometimes... people just drift away from you when u hurt them... why cant everyone be as happy as everyone can be? why must there be seperations and grieve...why must we cry when we know we can laugh?why must we hurt each other when we know actually we cares?why must we be together when we know that there is a day that we will be seperated?hmm.. there's much more whys.. saw an email before.. hahaz.. just wanna try to remember and type it out.. but tts all i can remember.. got chance when i got that email again i try posting it here k.. LOL.. hmm.. think i gonna stop here today.. lOlx.. gonna sLp early today.. very tired this few days.. in fact this few wks and mths... hahaz... how i wish i can sleep 24hours a day... coz i know even if i had 48 hours, i still wont feel better de.. so i rather wish i can slp.. hahahahaz... k lahz.. i stop crapping now... if not i gonna go swimming le.. (this sentence seems familar eh) hahahaz.. k ahz.. wish me a gd night slp.. (without any further hair LOSS!!!) and no nIghtMAre or DREAMS!! i wan a peaceful sleep... just being knock out till the next day.. pls grant me this wish man.. loL... k lahz.. see ya all again.. take care my bloggie... lOlx... =P
End of my melody... @ 10:42 PM
