Friday, March 24, 2006
sianzzzzzz....... woke at 1pm today... im so tired... gonna slp more... but when i took my phone... realise tt today result out.. and a sms was sent to me... coz tt time got request to receive results via sms... so e msg was sent at 9am sharp... and got Bs and Cs... was so shock lo... no As at all... damn... and i saw S&W got px.. dunno wad lai de.. faster wake to check... wahz.. sad man... got 2.6... haiz.. i expect 3.0 and more... damn... mayb i didnt study hard enuff bahz... haiz... shld not study 1 day before next time... shld study 1wk before liaoz... sadden liaoz ahz!!! last semester got 3.1 or 3.3 i thInk.. forgot which le... argh!!! y no 3 tiz sem?!!!haiz... weishi got 3.4 at nyp while working... belinda can get 3.9 at sp for her hardworking attitude bahz... yanting can get 3.4 also... sharon and lilin also get 3.3 i think... haiz... im not comparing myself with them... coz they are in sp and all in different course... but im juz disappointed with myself... y cant i juz get a 3 this time round... mayb i skip lecture... but i did attend tutorial... mayb i was playful... but i did my tutorial hw... mayb the projs is not good... but i did put in my best effort le ahz... mayb i tend to get distracted... but i did study hard for exams... mayb i play games... but i was trying to release my stress... mayb i study last min... but always will get good grades in e end ahz... y not tiz time lehz... haiz... nvm le... over le... tonight slp den tmr will be a better day le... i shld not grieve over it anymore... i shall work harder bahz... so tt yr 3 can get into e specialised dip i wan... if not i realli gonna go knock liaoz... i shld be happy that i got one more year to work harder in order to choose the path i wan... =)but for now... i still cant get over it yet... games.. music... tv... food... all doesnt seems to change my mood after looking at my results... haiz... nvm... a few more hrs den at night le... after tt can slp le.. and i will forget le... as it will be a new day.. =)"我的天空今天有点灰.. 我的心是个落叶的季节.. "[chinese is feeling grey... so english is feeling blue lo... hahaz...]
End of my melody... @ 6:24 PM
