Thursday, December 29, 2005
hmm.. ytd night... or should be today morning.. coz around 12am to 1am.. ting and xian broke.. hmm.. quite sad for them ahz.. haiz.. make mi cant slp from 1-130am.. flipping on my bed for abt half an hr till sx msg mi.. hahaz.. worried for them... they make mi wonder "What is L-O-V-E all about..".. how come they can like each other at a moment and say dun like at another lehz..?! but i noe sx realli like ting alot de.. hmm.. its a 2-way effort in a relationship.. and each muz contribute, each muz tolerate and give in at certain circumstances.. if not e relationship will not last de.. hmm.. altho i haven went into a serious relationship before.. but its true tt "Girls matured at a younger age than guys.. and girls think much more deeper than guys.." =) so i finally understand y ppl (shld be Mr Roy bahz) tends to say "girls, next time must find a husband older than all of u are.." hahaz.. he always said tt in his history and social studies class.. lol.. suddenly miss him.. wahahaha.. bring us so many jokes, joy and experience in his class.. =)hmm.. i hope both ting n sx dun mind mi writing wad i think here worhz... since it is my blog.. i shall write wad i wanna write.. hehez.. =P but no offence ahz.. =) juz PURELY MY OWN OPINION..!on 28th morning, sx called mi to tell mi abt him and ting.. he said tt ting doesnt care abt him on xmas eve.. and said tt ting might not make it on their 1 mth anniversary which is a few days later.. coz she might be doing her project.. and he actually quite unhappy with it ahz.. so i told him to ask ting to meet after her proj or wad lahz.. even if it is juz a short while.. at least they got meet mahz.. but he still feel unhappy.. Story:-at 28th night.. im joking abt "sx love ting", "we all love ting", "so ting muz go tmr" in our grp conversation on msn... coz she say on e 29th she doing proj cant go... den sx scolded mi sia.. and i sian diao.. so i dun reply in e grp conversation le... after tt mi and ting started chatting privately.. hmm.. she told mi tt they are on e rock le... den i joke "haven drop down can le.. can walk back to land de.." however, she started telling mi abt how she react during e period when sx and her broke off last time.. and sometimes when sx called her once or twice in a mth, she wld wan to chat longer.. but e tone sx speak to her changes... and sometimes she wld think abt e happy times together.. hmm.. however, after patching up last mth.. she say tt she dun have tt heartbeat feeling when she is wif him.. and seems to be very gd frens rather than bgr feelings... Opinion:- hmm.. i concluded to myself tt sx have not grown mature enough.. coz he often ask ting whether she love him not.. "Its hard to hear tt from a girl's mouth U NOE?!" whether e girl love u not is not by pressing her and questioning her de mahz... its shown thru her reaction and feelings towards u de mahz... how can pressurizzed her by asking tt qn everytime lehz?! and "Love" is developed as time goes by and how both of ya progress de mahz.. even if she say "I Love U" but not from true heart also no use at all right... den if she say "I duN Love U" den u gonna break wif her?! den if she say "Dunno" u gonna think too much le...hmm... i also concluded to myself tt ting have not think properly enough before u all start to patch.. she shld have asked herself "Do i realli like/love him?!" before she were together wif him.. and not having tt idea tt "I shld try to c whether we can worked out anot.." coz its very easy to be together.. but to seperate, its hard, tough and heartbroken... and it injures both parties... if u realli wanna try, at least let e other one know abt.. and dun let the other one to think tt u realli like him/her... if not the other one will put in 100% heart into e relationship... and hurts more when both seperate...OK!! END!! as i said.. it is my own OPINION!! hahaz.. so those who read dun get offended and wad i wrote may not be 100% true.. so ppl dun make any wild guesses.. =) esp ting and xian... if got any part i wrote wrongly plz dun blame.. =) thanx.. i shall proceed on to e FUNNEST/HAPPIEST/HIGHEST KBOX in my life TODAY!! =)woo.. after going to sch to do OB discussion, i went to jurong mrt station to meet lin.. after that went to kbox to meet the rest of them..today is {Ea$+An0s} outing day! and they decided to go kbox!today got 8 of us nia.. MI, sharon, lilin, weishi, sixian, junyong, yongwee and chingee!! hahaz.. i 'da bao' fish wrap from LJS to eat in kbox at e first hr.. coz haven eat breakfast n lunch.. =P while they started singing.. while im eating they sang "Lian Ai ING" by Mayday.. so i join them to sing.. den continue eating... after dunno how long.. I FINALLY EAT FINISH!! got energy to sing le!! LoL... since there are 8 of us.. so e rate of singing would be low.. so all sure choose the songs tt each is gd with de.. hahaz.. and also e song we like lahz.. =P den there is grp singing when there are songs such as "My Anata"-DavidTao, "Qian Nian Zhi Lian"-FIR, "Zero", and a song tt kept repeating: "i'm blue DA BA DEE BA DE DIE", and chorus of some songs.. =)den all of us were jumping like siao ding dong liddat.. lolx... coz u cant possibly sit ter do nuttin when e rest all stand ter having fun mahz.. so all join in e fun!! hahaz.. den some of them started pushing... lolx.. so to prevent from falling to e floor.. i faster evacuate to e floor first.. den stand near e door ter.. hahaz... even thou it seems to be e safest place.. some of them like monkey jump until my leg.. "OUCH" .. lolx.. den some bang here bang ter.. all were so HIGH!!.. LoL.. slowly, we reached e sentimental part.. coz e songs starts to turn into love songs.. hahaz.. they started sitting down.. "Phew.. finally.. =P" den like those concert.. when ppl sing sad songs ppl will put their hands and waved left and right slowly... hahahz... and finally.. after e staff collected e money from us.. we started sing each of our chosen SOLO songs.. hahaz.. im e first to sing worhz.. i chosen "Yi Ran Shi Peng You" by Yu Heng... nice song.. manage to sing it all altho feeling abit paiseh.. coz im e first mahz.. =P den they still clap hands.. hahaz.. so weird.. LoL.. next is lilin!! our "sexy voice lady!" lolx.. no lahz.. tiz time not sexy le.. hahaz.. tiz time become "Ah Du" le.. lOL.. coz got block nose.. hmm.. she sang "Wo Ye Heng Xiang Ta" by YanZi!! my idol!! LOL.. next is our "cool weishi" hahaz.. lower key version of Yanzi.. =P.. also sing e same song as lin.. hehez... den followed by yongwee singing "Duan Dian" by Zhang Jing Xuan!!.. wah.. sing w alot of feelings in it liddat.. LOL... ok.. NEXT!! chingee... bought to us "Huang Hun" by Zhou Chuan Xiong.. hahaz.. he sing i hair stand sia.. omg... shld sae all of us hair stand.. LOL.... u shld hear it uself.. wahahahahaha... Next junyong sang "Wu Jin De Si Nian" by Lin Jun Jie... we join in later when he said "yi qi lai".. lolx... Coming is our next superBEN!!! sixian!!! hahaz... he sang "Wo Ai De Ren" by Chen Xiao Chun... hmm.. the song is already very sad le.. den when think abt wad happen last night.. wah.. i cried.. hahaz.. actually juz tears nia.. coz they clapped hands in e middle of e song.. and he never focus his ~Ai~ enough... hahaz.. if he got weijian tt power horz.. i sure cry until no body business le... hehez... Last but not least.. sharon!! sang "Yong Qi" by Fish Leong... =)k.. all SOLO ends le.. hahaz... den tt person knock door call us leave le.. BUT... how can we so easily ne.. hahaz... sure muz stay a while longer de mahz.. so they sang a few songs.. and i sang "Dui De Ren" by Dai Ai Ling.. which i had wanted to try.. coz haven sing tiz song in kbox before.. woo... feel so contented after i sang tiz song.. had put in all my energy n effort n voice into tiz song le.. hahaz.. coz tiz song realli powerful sia.. i mean e original singer realli powerful.. hahaz... but feel beri happy when they say i sing not bad sia.. =P.. [oh no.. i gonna BHB liaoz.. hahaz..] {cannot i muz control.. muz humble abit.. LOL..} den lin say altho she never hear before, but she say it is a nice song.. hahaz.. den sharon requested for e song from mi.. wahahaha.. im always promoting songs to them de.. hahaz... but gd mahz.. good songs shld be made known to everyone de... "must support good music" hehez.. =) hmm after tt.. we leave as e person called us to leave again.. LOL.. hmm den go c ppl ice-skate... den go jy, sharon, sx and yw go home.. den mi, lin, shi and cg go coffee shop to eat.. hmm.. e food ter not bad worhz.. hahaz.. after tt proceed home.. den watch 9pm de chn 8 show... den bathe.. den online write tiz blog... and e time now is 12.28am.. OMG!! i had write tiz blog for.. {wait ahz i count} abt... 1 hr plus plus plus!!!! WAHHHHHHHH...sometimes realli wonder y i so long-winded sia... OMG!!!! kk.. i stop le.. hahaz.. go orh orh le.. LOL.. tmr still muz go dad office... hehez.. =)
End of my melody... @ 10:49 PM
