Wednesday, December 28, 2005
hmm.. was supposed to go CineNow at Bedok to work later de...but due to certain circumstances and consideration, i called vincent to say tt i cant work...guess wat he replied..."actually we rejected many interviewees becoz u say u can work that time."upon hearing this.. my mind was blank at tt moment... my decision of "not working" become "should i work?!" realli feel very bad lehz.. someone give mi a chance to work.. but i rejected at e last moment..~* its like u let a hungry boy eat a biscuit.. but when u gonna eat it, u snatch it away... *~AHHHH... im realli feeling BAD!!! its not tt i dun wanna work.. i actually liked tiz job alot... its quite fun actually... teach ppl how to rent dvds and vcds.. den help them sign up.. and help them solve problems... after tt record down in e computer system... in log file all this... sometimes sweep e floor, wipe e glass and insert new dvd and vcd... and e time pass beri easily... since it is only 3hrs per wkdays and 6hrs per wkends... the job is much more easier than any other job... and the pay is quite attractive... $5/hr during training.. $5.50/hr during 1st mth.. and $6/hr + 4% commision frm 2nd month onwards... juz that it is faraway from my house.. coz i had to go to bedok and tampines to have my training... and to chinese garden to work... and i have to sign a 4-mths contract... so i think.. "if i cant cope during my exam period how?! if after i signed then i regret how?!" Coz my dad had said alot of things to me when he drove mi to stef hse last wk.. and the qn my dad asked mi floating in my mind "u want to be more relax now or in the future??" and said tt i shall concentrate on my studies and my life now.. since im still young... coz working life is forever... i didnt think abt it much at first.. until ytd night... chattin wif someone.. and he said tt i shall focus on my studies also.. and ask mi dun work.. hahaz... coz the journey to work is far... so i seek sharon opinion also.. hahaz... i asked her whether i shall work... den i tell her all e criteria of e job.. and my parents views.. and she said tt i shall not work also... ahz... every body telling mi not to work... i thought over for e whole night... i finally decides not to work... i shall help my dad with his paper works and help my mum with some house chores instead.. and try to spend my money wisely.. (try not to spend everything on food, clothes and accessories... hehez..) so i decided to call the sales manager today... but what he told mi let mi feel sOOOOoo BaD... i dunno how to face him and my fren who intro mi to him... HOW?! how m i suppose to face them... so bad horz... i told my mum after i called him... i say tt if the company open a shop at admiralty i sure work for them de... coz admiralty here juz renovate the place into many shops... and to rent the shops ppl had to send in proposal.. so if CineNow wrote a proposal over too and succeeded, i sure work de... but tts juz my point of view only.. think had to wait for a long time before they had one nearer to the north region bahz...told yc, sharon and vin abt it also just now le.. but still have a guilty feeling...but after writing tiz blog i feel much more better le... at least i said it out... to my blog... my precious blog tt would last for a lifetime... =)
End of my melody... @ 3:24 PM
